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This scares me. It all started almost 5 years ago. She visited me, we had sex about three times before she went back the next day. First time was with a condom. The next two without. Then, we maintained communication, but didn't plan out sex again till about 2 years later.
We planned out and rented a hotel room and had two fairly long sessions..., without protection. Then months down the line, it happened another night, and it was without protection. Now, the meeting that we planned out after almost 2 years that we didn't have sex, I had swollen and inflamed lymph nodes on my neck about 2 months after sex with her, which cleared out after about a couple days later. Then I had no weird symptoms until a year and a half later when I had what felt like the flu and fever without high temperature. It lasted about a week, and it came with bad cough and swollen submandibular lymph nodes from left chin to right chin. It all cleared out after almost a week.
I never talked with this girl ever since until few months ago that she called and told me that she'd been sick for a little more than 3 months. According to her, all the tests run on her produced no result and that she was getting frustrated. She'd lost some weight, which is expected for pretty long illness. She shared her pictures with me and still did not want to meet with me face to face when I told her that I would like to have a face to face meeting to actually know how she was doing.
She said she was always tired and that her muscles and bones hurt so bad. Then, she started avoiding my calls and seems to have had me on call block for about 2 months now. She wanted also to know how my girlfriend was doing " physically." That scared me, and I've been really scared all this while.
I've made Google my friend and read a lot of scary things. So, I'm worried that I might have contracted HIV from her. I'm also too scared to go for a lab test. I just don't know what would become of me if my fear became confirmed. My real girlfriend has not had any swollen lymph nodes. Her eyes itched so bad for weeks on end and got really red to where I'm worried even more. Just don't know what to do.
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