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I'm 27 years old and have suffered from depression my whole life. I have had a very hard life, I attempted suicide when I was 15, I overdosed and almost succeeded, cut my arm up real bad, I still have scars, had rough as a little kid living place to place even in a car at one point, my parents both had their vices dad was an alcoholic and mom was a junkie. I've lost 2 babies, both died in my arms, I nearly died from blood loss. I want to overcome all of this but it haunts me and I feel sad and think about suicide a lot. I just want to feel happy and enjoy a wonderful life with my husband and daughter. I don't want to feel so unmotivated all the time. I need energy! I'm such a numerous person and I feel so suffocated with sadness and I can't control it. I have no one to talk to, everyone says "just get over it or grow up or its your choice to feel that way it's all in your head, quit using your mental illness as a crutch." I just want help.
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