I MOWED MY LAWN...
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Hi! Today I am four months out of my revision THR and not only have I painted my toe nails with a gorgeous color, but I have also mowed my lawn. I have a self propelled push mower and I can control the speed and I go very slowly! I wear sturdy boots also for balance. Several times I felt as though I would collapse as I am still anemic and am experiencing some heart sinus arithmia so my heart rate goes off the chart. So I took it slowly.
Perhaps this hard of work is too soon? But I sure slept well that night from the exercise and that old familiar sense of accomplishment I used to know before all the hip problems and surgeries. I did not suffer any pain either.
Sometimes I cry in mourning over the me that has become lost or changed to some degree and in some ways permanently changed forever. Howecver, I have to try to get back to the "some of" me I once knew!
Dawn, USA.
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jackie56101 DawnDedee
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maggie93798 DawnDedee
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DawnDedee maggie93798
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renee01952 DawnDedee
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But what an accomplishments ... I understand the mourning weep so well ... it is not always easy to accept what is now and make peace with it, is it ... but with practice, it will get better -
Note to self: "When you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change" --- Wayne Dyer
warm hug and keep in touch
DawnDedee renee01952
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juliet_81364 DawnDedee
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Good for you! Well done. I understand the 'mourning' - I'm 44 and 5 months post op, but struggle not to feel so much older in my body. Posts like yours are inspiring. Keep it up!
Juliet, London
DawnDedee juliet_81364
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juliet_81364 DawnDedee
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Guest DawnDedee
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Nice going! I think we all experience a certain lack of old self, no shame in mourning that. I know I am not going to be all of me that I was. I don't particularly enjoy that thought, but I do accept it for what it is. But I do have my moments of gloom as well.
Actions like this though, mowing the lawn, those are the moments worth it, if only because you did something you haven'tt been able to for years.
As for the painting of nails.. Well, I can *imagine* the pride of that one, can't say I have teh experience :-p
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Hailea DawnDedee
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You really seem to be doing well which is fantastic.
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