i need another opinion on this, is this just depression and panick or could it be something more?
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I will have these episodes occasionally and today i had the worst one ive ever experienced. basically it feels so strange but my mind feels COMPLETLY blank. It's like everything has been erased and everything will feel distant, when i grab things around me they feel big and far away and just the senses are wierd. its hard to explain. I will feel dizzy and i dont know what to do with my self. So confused aswell, for example i tried to do the hoovering but i got confused and didn't know how to approach it. it stumped me. I then went for a walk. i thought that might help but i was still dizzy and didn't know if i was just going to drop dead or what, everything was a total daze. The route i know so well looked different and i got really confused again. i felt all floaty too. i was even questioning if im still alive because my brain didn't feel it. It honestly feels like my brain is about to shut down and im not going to wake up.
Doctors say its panick attacks but the thing is the symptoms are all to do with my brain. Ok fair enough i was breathing heavy had sweaty palms and my legs were shaking and weak but i was scared, who wouldnt be. but no rapid heart beat at all you see. Why im concerned that its not panick attacks is becasue inbetween each episode i feel the same symptoms all the time. My mind is empty, i have no opinion on anything, no interest on anything, no dream no ideas ... its like i don't even have a brain. my personality has changed dramatically. Most of the time im in such a daze i feel barely alive. I get up everyday after a restless nights sleep, with a constant dull headache, pressure behind my eyes, dry mouth, feel hungover, look hungover, and with no mind at all. lifeless. i wonder around the house not knowing what i want to do. I just dont want to do anything. i dont care about anything. i know this is depression but this constant empty mind is scaring me and the thing is im depressed because of this! because im not me and becasue i cant work to my full potential. becasue i cant enjoy anything. im failing at uni but i dont even care anymore, and when i try and do work now its so hard to pull something together. and ontop of that it doesnt even make sense, its a mess.
im only 20 but i cant help but think dementia or an undetected tumor. honstly i can't exagerate enought how ill i felt in the head today when i was confused and couldnt think. consequently, i cant help but think that its something serious.
If anyone have any information on these symptoms or just anything at all it will be greatly appreciated as i want to get to the bottom of this.
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Dannie1989
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These episodes sound really strange, i get like a mild form of what you get, i feel tired all the time, wake up feeling like I've had 20 pints the night before, i get confused easily and sometimes cant remember things at all, i cant even muster the effort to do anything at all...my partners basically been looking after me for the past few weeks... I'm only 24 but i think my symptoms are due to the fact i take medication for my panic disorder.
If your not on medication then yes, i would be worried also. I've had the same symptoms as yourself during a panic attack, sweaty palms, dizziness, legs shaking and weakness but i also got the rapid heart and hyperventilating, but your symptoms seem to be to the extreme.
To be honest it sounds like severe depression with some funky side effects. I personally would go see a different doctor who's going to listen to your concerns and not come up with an easy prognosis to try convince you that its your panic attacks.....I've never heard of these other symptoms coupling with panic attacks.
if i can help any more or you have any questions please feel free to ask and i will endeavour to help you as best i can.
Danielle
natalie24530
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Having suffered with anxiety attacks for 15 yrs I can assure you this is anxiety I have exactly the same types of episodes from time to time. Literally feel like I don't know how to do anything even the simplest of tasks. I have the same feelings of things feeling far away or magnestised. I some times look at my hand and think its not attached to my body. Its called something like disattachment its caused by your mind being in a hyper anxious state. If it were dementia you would have no idea that the way you were viewing things is abnormal. Also they wouldn't be episodes it would be a permanent problem. I struggle with short term memory and have previously been convinced it was dementia. My grandma had dementia what we feel is definitely not dementia. To balance it if you do feel something is wrong physically then return to your dr and seek a second opinion if you are not satisfied. Ive had every brain related test and I have neither a tumour or dementia. But I fully understand why you would feel like that as I have and on occasion I still do. I hope it is of some comfort that you are nog alone in your feelings.
Take care
Natalie
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Dannie1989
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best advice i could offer.
Danielle
Dannie1989
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So i guess I'm trying to say i understand what your going through, and i know that if you keep at it people stop believing you.....its not that the pain isn't real, it just might not be what you think....your brain is basically coming up with worse case scenario and because of your panic disorder your more than willing to believe it and you will come up with any explanation to disprove suggestions from anyone else about what it might be.....honestly i do know.
So the best advice i can give is to do whatever will put your mind at rest......obviously if you can convince yourself its not as bad as you think then that's great and your closer to overcoming your health disorder......but honestly i don't see any health benefits stressing yourself out and making matters worse.
Hope this helps
Danielle x
athol91131
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As is said above, if you need to disprove what your mind is telling you (and that's what you need to do) then go to the doctors and get checked out. After doing this a few hundred times you start to get the idea that you are being hoodwinked by anxiety and needn't do it anymore.
It is SEEING THROUGH the illusion of the anxiety state that gets you out of it!
Good luck
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