i need help

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i'm Ameenat , i have social anxiety and i feel terrible i just found out yesterday when i googled having trouble walking cus i usually do in front of a lot people and i get all shaky and my legs freeze and i keep telling myself people are looking when they are not and when i tall myself they aren't i feel like i'm lying. i have no friends everyone thinks i'm weird my parents are divorced i have an autistic brother. my step dad is always hitting and punching me and my brother and he recently punched me so i moved out to stay with my grandma my real dad dosent even care and my mom acts like she cant see me i;m always crying in the bathroom in school cus i hate school i always feel terrible and i hate myself i cant even go to the hospital i have no family i wonder where God is and why does it have to be me i get insulted every day especially during lunch and i come home and i feel even worse thinking of the next day of school no one knows the pain i feel in my heart the times i wish for death no one understands and i just wish i could be adopted by nice folks but its too late i even told someone on youtube and they said i should try drugs but i'm not willing i really need help and i want to know im not alone and that i can be helped. i cant even sleep school is all i think of what a life

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    i guess i really am useless
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    God bless you Ameenat! Have you got anyone you can trust and talk to at school or in the family? You must talk to someone, tell them how you're feeling. Sending you a (((((BIG HUG))))))) and much love! 
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    Sorry Ameenat!  My fat fingers got your name wrong! 

    Hope it didn't't offend you. X

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    Ameena! It wasn't me it was my iPad! 
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    i know how you feel. im always crying in school bathrooms like yesterday and i got so mad that i done some thing really stupid i find if you try to talk to childline or if you have an email account like gmail and find people you may know then explain to them they may help but some times it can be hard but you shouldnt feel alone.
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    Your not alone. I know exactly what your going threw. I'm a senior and I'm currently struggling to graduate. I get bullied to all the time that's why I hate going to school. But always remember what goes around comes around it's karma. I'm still trying to find god also. Good luck.
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    Hello Ameena. I have come across your post while doing some research on mental health. I sympathies with how ypu are feeling but please liaten when I tell you any kind of illegal or legal high drugs will npt help you. Do not give up! Fight it and things will get better. Ypu need to speak to your doctor! Also I can't recommend anything because I don't know where you are from but Google for local help groups. I dont know how useful they will be but there is a group in Sheffield where I live. If u have Facebook send them a message and see what thwy suggest to you. It is a qualified social worker and psychologist.

    Mental team 4 teen sheffield

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