I need help. I don'r know what's going on.

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I have NO clue how to describe it, but I am going to try. November 2016, out of nowhere, I cried out screaming, not knowing where I was, or the people around me. It was like a sense of doom came over me. I went to many hospitals, many doctors, and neurologists. They couldn't find anything and just said it was anxiety and panic attacks. After a while, I was still having them, but I was alert of my knew where I was and I knew who everyone was. I always had trouble describing it. They ended January 2017. Yesterday, February 17th, 2018, I had another one. I had a couple more by the end of the day. Today, I have had 2 or 3, one of them was just 10 minutes ago. I am going to try and describe it for you. 

-I can feel it coming on about 20 seconds before it actually does.

-It is like a brain fog that takes about 23-30 seconds until it has full affect. 

-I feel doomed.

-It is like everything is in slow motion

-I feel like I am dying.

-I want to die when it's happening.

-It's like you see in a movie where someone is standing there, and the camera zooms out really far, and then they are standing in a white room, nothing around them, they are alone.

-It is almost like you can't breath.

-You close your eye because it is so overwhelming.

-Erie feeling.

-There's a freeze in time.

-I can smell a stench in the air. Like bleach, but it is not bleach.

I need help. I don't want it to keep happening. 

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    Oh my gosh finally someone with my symptoms!! I get a hot rush from head to toe and I freak out so bad and feel so scared and doomed that my body tells me to die. It’s absolutely horrible. Then for weeks after I have awful anxiety and depression. It’s so hard. Mine also went away for about a year then came back like you. It feels like your losing your mind and all the hospital said was panic attack. But I had no chest pains or heart papulations just terrible thoughts and feelings in my body. I’m scared every day it’ll happen yet again. I’m sorry this wasn’t much help but you are not alone because I literally know you’re feeling 110%. I also gag and vomit when the episode happens.  It’s so overpowering it takes over your whole body I wanted to die. You aren’t alone
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