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I have necer felt so low in all my life and I have suffered with anxiety and panic attacks for over 30 years. I am in such a horrible situation and I feel that I am putting my family in danger if I stay here. My daughter who is 16 has been suffering with severe stomach cramps for the 2 months and has missed school since then. This is the most critical time in her life as it is the time of her GCSE exams. My husband is also diabetic and is really suffering with hypos all the time. I am constantly panicking that either of them are going to end up in hospital and selfishly worrying about myself as I dont want to be left on my own and know that I cant let my daughter deal with this on her own. She doesn't deserve a mother like me, I am putting her in danger as I can't even get her back to the doctor because anxiety sets in. I just need to be out of this life, I can't deal with this anymore. I need my family well again and no worries but everyday there is something else to worry about. It has got so bad I even worry about the weather.
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