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i have polymyositis, celiacs, and raynauds. every day i feel so deathly tired. one day i know I will not be able to get out of bed. if something doesn't change I will be in nursing home within a year and I can't see that. it terrifies me to be locked up. I am 57 yrs old, and i can barely take care of myself. i am hiring a house cleaner, but i need some one to help with more things (laundy, dishes, hair washing, vacuuming (I am usless) because i simply have trouble using my arms. If i use them too long, like doing dishes, they suddenling drop and I can't feel them. it takes my breath away quite literally cannot make them move and I can't feel them.
Assisted suicide is legal here in my state in the USA, but my doc is Catholic and works in a Catholic hospital.. I don't really want to take that rought, but what other choices do i have? I will not live in a care facitly and be fed and have my butt wiped. I will stop eating if i must, but . . help.
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