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I have had depression and anxiety for 6 years I'm now 17. All in that time self harm, abuse from a loved one, death of family members and a few months back an overdose. Ever since that, I've felt the lowest I have in my life. I got changed from 20mg fluoxetine to sertraline. I'm now on 150mg sertraline and I don't think it's even making a difference anymore. I know for a fact weather affects my mood, but it isn't the main cause. I got so low that not only do I visualise suicide but starting to plan it..It's not something I will plan in a few days etc but if I were to have a meltdown then it could happen. I'm currently in therapy and under mental health team and trying to do their strategies but I don't have the strength anymore. I think day by day I'm loosing that little bit of will to live. It's like I have to do something to actually have proper help like medication increase etc i just don't know what to do anymore.. why is mental illness so evil..
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