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This has just hit me again reason I don't know, everytime I shut my eyes I see me stabbing myself. I've even got the scissors out, I'm crying got music playing to try and distract me. I've already cut DIE into my stomach. This all sounds so stupid when I start typing it or even saying it out loud. I;m scared of going out, feel sick going to take some diazepam I just really hate myself at the moment especially when I am feeling like this. I was ok early on today.....what keeps going wrong???
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