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I did something stupid because I didn't want to be a virgin anymore. I lost my virginity last night to a guy I met on OKCupid. We'd been talking maybe a week or two before I went to his house and did the deed last night. He didn't look like he had anything wrong with his penis it looked completely normal, but things happened so fast and honestly he was pushy and I went against my gut and had unprotected sex. I did this because I was a 20 year old virgin and I didn't want to be anymore, so I went looking for a boyfriend, and settled for a hookup. He spent maybe two minutes prepping me with one finger before he shoved his penis in me. He was maybe 8 inches and very girthy. He was rough from the start throughout the whole time and gave me no time to get used to his size. It hurt the whole time and I've been sore since. Shortly after I got home I peed and wiped and saw a small amount of blood on the toilet paper and its been the same every time I wiped today. Just at the 24 hour mark from the time it happened, I looked down with a mirror and saw I was a little bit of swelling so I took pictures. In these pictures it I was worried with how my vaginal opening looks. There is no smell but now when I wiped a little bit ago, theres a yellow/orange/red color that comes off on the toilet paper and I thought it was blood but now that I'm looking up STI's/STD's, I'm worrying myself and need an opinion. I'm going to get tested as soon as possible with my gyno but until then, I'd like to see if this is anything I should be worried about. Is this just vaginal tearing? I didn't think my hymen was still in tact as I've worn tampons my whole adolescence and I've used my fingers to penetrate me during masturbation. I didn't notice any blood during but now I'm not sure. I'm only concerned with my vaginal opening because the rest of my vagina looked exactly like that before I went over. (I looked in the mirror as I shaved.) Can STIs manifest within the first 24 hours? It still hurts when I clench down as of right now. Please help and tia for any answers that can help me.
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