I serously need advice here. I feel dead inside.

Hey, it's not strange that you want to talk to stranger, sometimes those are the people that won't judge you for who you are and rather help you with your situation.. I know how it is to feel dead inside. Everybody thinks you're perfect or what not but they have no idea how you really feel. It feel stupid or like you're having a pity party when you think about yourself or consider talking about yourself like you said it's something you just try not to talk about In general. That's what we do, we don't talk about it because what's the point, does anyone even really care or am I wasting my breath. Even more difficult in your situation where your mom is going through it as well, as if your problems would only burden her more right, i'm in the same situation except don't communicate w family members anymore. The best thing to get over it is to do something else keep occupied. When I feel like crap I often say oh well then go do what you have to do while you feel like crap and don't waste the day Or time. Sometimes if you do things while you feel crappy by the time you're through them the crappiness has subsided a little. I think you still have a chance, you will be OK it's only a matter of time. I'm imagining you somewhere far from here, just as sad as me, I want you to feel my words: we will get through this.. The future will be better, occupy yourself till then

From 20 somethin girl

You should probably talk to your mom. Especially since she suffers from the same. My son was 20 when he developed it and he kept it from me for a couple of years. When he finally told me, we helped each other. Please reach out to your mom, it might surprise how much she can really help.

Hi don't worry ure not alone I have it also and don't know what to do you can talk to me and I'll try help you please be brave think we al need some help x

Sorry I missed ur comment. How are you feeling since you posted ur comment on mid Sept?

Phil