I smoked weed about 2 years ago and haven’t felt the same :(
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hi, my name is cameron and Im 15 and i smoked weed about 2 years ago and i feel like im going crazy. i was smoke every night before it and i only had one bad high. and haven't smoked since. what happened was my heart started pounding and i thought i was having a heart attack. and when i was laying down i thought i was gonna die and i was floating. the next morning i felt fine until i got to school and sat down in my desk. i felt like everything was moving slow and my parents had to come pick me up from school. i didnt think much about it as i went home and went to sleep but when i woke up i felt like crap again i just knew something wasnt right. so i told my parents and they took me to the doctor to get bloodwork done and the doctor said nothing was wrong with me. but i knew something was because i couldnt go into zaxbys and even get my fold with out feeling off so my parents got me to go to a psychiatrist and they told me it was just anxiety so i went a few times and then quit because it wasnt a bad as before but that was summer and i was around all my friends all the time and felt good around them. except sometimes when they would go smoke id start freaking out and stay as far away from them as i could holding my shirt over my nose to not smell weed and then after summer ended i was still feeling good until my mom sent me a picture of people in the hospital from smoking vapes which i do and feel fine but that made me fee like i was actually hurting like i kept getting flashbacks on the way it felt when my heart was beating fast after smoking and then after that i just feel like im gonna die by sickness or something and i feel like im living in a dream. can anyone please help me i feel like im loosing myself and not gonna be able to get the old me back 😭 i also have this weird feeling i died that night and am living a dream or something like i just want to feel normal again im tired of this like i cant even go to the kitchen and get food without my head spinning and stuff. i cant even sit still without feeling off and overthinking. like i feel amazing when im sleeping but when i wake up it happens all over again. please reply if youre going through the same thing i need people to talk to that have gone through what im going through.
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johnfigs19xx cameron91917
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me being super crazy i look at this and think its crazy and its not humanly possible buddy !
cameron91917 johnfigs19xx
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i've seen other peoples stories on this and yeah its possible buddy. i looked at your page and seen that you're just clowning other. i don't want that here
johnfigs19xx cameron91917
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no im just saying its probably anxiety but good luck to you try not to think about it !
cameron91917
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also you can dm me on instagram @faqvo to talk about it i will reply to all.
addison21851 cameron91917
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are you still dealing with this is you are can you dm me on insta my @ is @addison.s.lee
alex2609 cameron91917
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Firstly, you are not going crazy, secondly, i dont think theres anything physically wrong with you, thirdly, it sounds like anxiety.
Im 40 now with children but when i was 17 i smoked a lot of weed and had the same experience as you, I had a huge panic attack while smoking it one day, my heart was beating crazy and I was hallucinating all night long. I thought i was dying! Ive never taken it since but i do feel anxious a lot of time because of it.
Weed is well known for kick starting anxiety and now you must stay away from it, but learn to deal with your anxiety.
Go back to the doc and ask for referal for CBT, this therapy is fab and can start to help you cope with your anxiety. First though, you have to accept there is nothing wrong with you, and then begin to control your anxious thoughts. Stop worrying!!
cameron91917 alex2609
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thank you so much!! i just read up on that and i think this can be life turning i truly thank you for replying.
lisa17089 cameron91917
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hey Cameron
I smoked weed for years and then 1 day I had a massive panic attack just like you, I never touched it again. I've suffered with anxiety on and off since and know for a fact it's down to smoking weed when I was younger. this is what's happening to you now, and because you're thinking about it its making it worse. pls dont ever touch it again and go back to docs and get some counselling or CBT. you will be fine try not overthinking as you will make it worse. x
lisa17089 cameron91917
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hey Cameron
I smoked weed for years and then 1 day I had a massive panic attack just like you, I never touched it again. I've suffered with anxiety on and off since and know for a fact it's down to smoking weed when I was younger. this is what's happening to you now, and because you're thinking about it its making it worse. pls dont ever touch it again and go back to docs and get some counselling or CBT. you will be fine try not overthinking as you will make it worse. x
athol91131 cameron91917
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Cameron you are going to be okay. You are definatly not going mad and you can't die from anxiety or weed. I smoked it 24/7 for 17 years and had panic attacks until I managed to stop. What you are suffering from is just nervous arousal which , I know, can feel horrible and scary but it won't do you any harm. Get some help, a bit of counselling, and you will be fine but stay off the drugs. Many people have experienced this and if I can come back to my old self after 17 years then I'm sure you will.
All the best xxx