I think I have kidney disease and I'm terrified.
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Hi I am new here. I think I might have kidney disease. I didn't get diagnosed with it yet though. I am going to first go to my primary care doctor and get them to take a urine sample and blood tests and other tests if they need to. Some of the symptoms i have are dark colored urine. It looks like amber colored most of the time. And i have noticed small bubbles in my urine once so far. I go to the bathroom like 6 or 7 times per day which i believe is normal. Then i also have like some skin on my foot that turned brown. And then a little of it turned yellow too. I think its called increased skin pigmentation. I also just started getting these muscle twitches. Then sometimes i get diarrhea but not every day. Just like probably once or twice a week. I dont vomit at all and i dont' ever feel nauseous. I also started to notice that I bruise more easily. I am not tired at all as long as I get enough sleep. I ususally sleep for 8 hours and 30 minutes to 9 hours, which is normal I think. I don't feel weak and I still have enough energy to do the things that I need to do every day. Sometimes I get headaches but not every week. Maybe like once every other week and some weeks i don't get headaches at all. So i am very worried and scared about going to the doctor. Because I am afraid they are going to tell me that they think I have kidney disease. Do you all have any of those symptoms? If so what stage of kidney disease did you get those symptoms at? I am just so scared that I could be at stage 4 or 5 already and not even know it. I just found out I have high blood pressure too, but I didn't know i had it so it has never been treated before. I am going to get blood pressure medicine at the doctor too. I will just be really depressed if I really do have kidney disease in addition to high blood pressure.
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Gatormom111 Megan3031
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Hi Megan,
My husband was just diagnosed stage 5 due to IgA Nephropathy auto immune disease basically came on out of nowhere .
It was diagnosed by a biopsy only after numerous test. He is 55 w/m healthy.
No diabetes , no hepatitis and is keeping food down. Yes there was protein in the urine, lots of bubbles.
Doing a stem cell treatment as I write this, they did a treatment like chemo to kill the IgA it was a rough night, he is sleeping and doing the stem cell tomorrow.
will keep you update on treatment.
kidney doctor wanted to do dialysis ASAP, he refused. š?? seeking the non traditional treatment FIRST......
I will pray for you, if this works I plan to spread the word.
We are in the US at a hotel doing this........
Gatormom111 Megan3031
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Megan3031 Gatormom111
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i can't read your first comment because it says that the comment is waiting to be moderated. But thanks for the advice. i will try that juice if i can find it in the store anywhere. and yes i do need to buy a blood pressure machine so i will check that one out on amazon.
kellyCKD Megan3031
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rick39522 kellyCKD
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kellyCKD rick39522
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Megan3031 kellyCKD
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fhame39790 Megan3031
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Hi Megan youāre like me love to self diagnosed.I had this problem of itchy feet every night doctors did some blood test I donāt think she include blood test for kidney my Liver function test came back above normal so need repeat it in 6 weeks time.This past few weeks Iāve been very anxious and emotional wrecked because when I google, it will just lead me to chronic autoimmune liver diseases itās really upsetting but later on Iād overcome the fear of having liver disease though half of my mind is telling me I have it.Today, anxiety attacked me again my left hand is getting bigger (swollen/water retention)a year ago been to the doctors because Of my swollen hand but that time it wasnāt as bad as now blood test last year it all came back normal so the doctors were not bothered about my dwollen hand anymore.But if you look at my left hand today itās so alarming and one of my friend mentioned I might have kidney problem as well...God I donāt know how will I cope with both liver and kidney diseasesš....But Iām still trying to calm down and convincing myself Iām still ok,itās really difficult I still cry most of the time because Iām always thinking the worst but thereās nothing I can do but wait...I canāt see the doctor until May 11 because I need to wait for that repeat LIver function blood test but I will make sure that doctor would do me test for kidney too.I know youāre worried Iām in your position,itās difficult but as what my husband told me āstop worrying about something you donāt know you have or you donāt even have youāre just stressing yourslef which is not good for your body,wait until a doctor tell you you have it and then you have all the reasons to be upset and scaredā
Iām still scared but trying my best to feel better hope you too.
I have a question for the lovely people here if water retention caused by kidney disease does that mean youāre already in the late stage?.I also get lower back pain on my right side every now and then,actually Iām having it now as I am typing these,feels like the pain from lower back will connect striahgt to my legs down to my ankle.Iām 31 but when I was on my 20ās I always get urinary tract infections as well.
Guest fhame39790
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No water retention is not a symptom of late stage kidney disease.
Both you and Megan should stop worrying and wait for a true diagnosis before you guess yourselves into an early grave through stress!
Hardly any of us here have either of your symptoms this should be very reassuring to you both.
Enjoy life!!
Best of luck x
rick39522 fhame39790
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Everyone does a bit of worry about different things their body does, but you have done the right thing and went to a doctor, who obviously is not alarmed or they would not be waiting for six weeks. There are a lot of reasons for water retention and yet you jump to CKD, a most severe problem. Relax. Let me tell you about my father. In his 40's he started to get water retention on occasion. His showed in his ankles, feet. Which is usually where retention occurs first, not the hand. He just needed a diuretic and lived happily until he was 92. You have what you believe to be retention because of kidney disease, is a stretch since you get it in just one body part, and in just one hand, and nothing in feet. Relax. You a likely to do yourself more problems with worry than with what may or may not be wrong with you. Also, I do not know if you know this but water retention in hands, can be tied to pms. It is not unusual. Do a search on google and then you can worry about that instead of ckd. All will be well.
Megan3031 Guest
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Megan3031 fhame39790
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Yes i always self diagnose myself. Sometimes I am actually correct when i self diagnose myself though. I just hope that I am not right this time because I would be very upset. I know how you feel too because i am very scared about going to the doctor because I'm worried about what they are going to say. Thanks for saying that you hope i feel better. I hope that you feel better too.
fhame39790 rick39522
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Thanks for your wonderful reply,I know I should not worry until the docotor tells me I have a serious disesass but sometimes canāt help not too.I am really a worrier and I thinkI was born like this.Iām calming a bit now not as bad as the first time I received the doctorsās letter canāt sleep and eat properly but as the days gone by I feel a bit better and better my husband and family are always there to comfort me and telling me that everything weāll gonna be ok and itās helping me a lot.
About your Dad wow that was amazing that he was fine until he was 92,did they find out what was the cause of his water retentions?You mentioned he had it occassionally so does that mean it come and goes?mine is not since I noticed it last year itās been there and never went away and one year passed my hand is even bigger/swollen now than it used to be when first noticed it.
Iām still hoping and praying that everything Iām having and feeling right now are just something doctors can sort out easily...I will just wait and hope for the better.
fhame39790 Megan3031
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fhame39790 Guest
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Hi Jane,
Thanks for your reply,Iām not worried than I used to few weeks ago.i know all I have to do is wait and I already accepted that fact.sometimes just canāt help but asked other patients thatās experiencing the illness that I think I might possible have.
Again thanks for your reply much appreciated...Hope all is well for you.š
rick39522 fhame39790
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His retention was never attributed to any kind of disease or condition. It was his nature. Always remember that everything you read on the internet is true for some people, but certainly not all. Just as we come in all colors, shapes and sizes, we also are all different. Everything you read is the "average" person, the "normal" person, etc., but it is NOT every person. I am certainly no doctor. But if you have one hand that seems larger than normal to you, and only that one part of the body that is swollen, this does NOT fall into the average, normal, typical person with CKD. And what has your doctor said about it? Certainly after a year they must have formed an opinion. Also, if you do not like that opinion, get a second one. It might not even be any kind of "disease" at all but simply something not quite right, or damaged internally in the hand. I can give you a great example. Myself! My doctors advise me to monitor my ankles and feet for any swelling. It would not be an emergency, but to monitor and at my appointments to let them know if I had any occasions. They actually measured around the base of the toes, the middle of the foot and the ankle. They gave me the readings. I told them ahead of time that my left foot has always, as long as I can remember, been slightly but noticeably larger around the middle, than the right. The poked and prodded and said it is not retention, it is just my nature. I was only always aware of it when in the process of buying shoes. To get a pair that fit the different left from the right. Even as a teenager. Things happen in our bodies that are not medical problems. My feet. My fathers retention. Do not be over analytical, ask the professionals, read your blood tests, these are what matter medically.
Guest rick39522
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True Rick
And dont forget we are all left side or right side dominent so often our strongest side is usually bigger due to being used more!
Hand swelling could be due to repetative strain, overuse, carpal tunnel inflamation, lack of use..... etc etc
Looking forward to hear what your Dr says and hopefully you getting the All Clear š
marj01201 rick39522
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Absolutely! And, actually, as a researcher in my profession I would go one step further and say that "normal" is just a statistical number, essentially. In other words, no person fits the statistical definition of normal. So our blood test data and all other data falls into ranges. That means that are doctors are looking for our data to fall within s specific range which is considered to be normal. Our data will fluctuate some on a daily basis. The issue becomes whether the preponderance of our data falls within the normal range. If so, were go to go. If not, we'll need a treatment plan of some sort.
Our jobs are really threefold:
1. To identify doctors with whom we can work; who are knowledgeable and we can trust
2. To get to them regularly for appointments so they can run the needed tests and manage our treatment plans
3. To do what they tell us to do; then let them know how it's working--how we're feeling and functioning on a daily basis
Naturally we all hope for a cure with whatever is ailing us. But that is not always posdibke. So the other focus is a treatment plan that has us feeling and functioning well as much of the time as possible. Most of us participating on this forum have chronic medical issues--no cure. That can certainly be quite depressing and anxiety producing. However, many of us have found that effective treatment has lead to fairly good overall quality of life. (I'm still working full time and feel well most days. My renal function is quite low now--eGFR of 18 with creatinine of 2.75.) but I call feeling and functioning well a win. And every day that I'm still off dialysis is a blessing.
Marj
Guest marj01201
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Like you Marj my mum has also managed to find a way to live well.
Since she has been taking her nutritional suppliments i.e protein drinks and puddings her egfr has stabilised at CKD4 from 14 to 19, she has put on some weight and her nephrologist has cancelled her appointment for her fistula!
She is soo happy. Im hoping I can stabilise early too. Ive given up smoking, now watching my diet but I wont know just what to cut back on until my next neph appointment.
Positive attitude is the key... i personally believe you have to be in controll your probs not let your probs be in control of you.. healthy brain = healthy body š
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Marj
Megan3031 fhame39790
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I am 30 years old. How old are you? if you want to share your age that is. If not then that's alright too. And yes i worry all the time about everything as well. And yes I'm worried about what the doctor will say. But i know that I need to go. Because if there was something wrong then maybe they can catch it before it gets worse. And yes i will keep you all posted after i go to the doctor. I also hope that your doctors appointment goes good.
fhame39790 Megan3031
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