I think I know now how I got the herpes virus
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I was diagnosed with the HSV virus 2 years ago. After the initial outbreak I have been lucky enough not to have had any more outbreaks apart from the occasional cold sore. I have been with the same man for over 9 years apart from a break 5 years ago, he did at that time have a few partners. I have never slept around or had a one night stand, had very few sexual partners so I have always blamed it on my current partner for giving me the virus. He has always denied it was him and said he had a blood test which came back negative, so far I have had no proof of this, I have asked him to get tested but he has refused.
However, just to digress a bit, he has just got himself a Tablet, he is learning to use it and is not very computer literature at the moment. Last night he asked me to look up a holiday site, he gave me the Tablet and said 'you are better at this than me', on typing the letter 'A' into google, all his history came up which included a load of adult dating sites, when I questioned him he said he doesn't know how they got there, I said they got there because you put them there. He has continued to deny it, he doesn't understand what internet history means. He even blamed it all on me saying I was trying to pick a row, which I wasn't. As you can imagine I am now thinking that he has been cheating on me for sometime now one way or another. We don't live together so he has the freedom to do anything he wants, I feel he has crossed the line and am now convinced it is him who has given me the virus. I feel the best thing would be to walk away as since having been diagnosed I don't feel the same and have been off of sex. I would eventually like to meet someone new but am scared of what they are going to think of me having this awful virus. I have no proof it was my current partner who gave it to me but my gut instinct tells me it was. Feel really low now and don't know how to move on from this. Any advice would be helpful.
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