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I want to go to someone to get a diagnosis but I don't want my parents to know unless I acctually have depression. I frequently feel sad for no reason and I seem to be unable to stay happy for more than 1-2 days. I keep distancing myself from my friends for no reason and I feel tired emotionally. I just feel so drained and tired with everything and it really frustrates me because I don't know why I feel this way. I have only self harmed once but It was only because I wanted to be feel something and be certain about how I felt and I guess I thought it would help me realise if something was really wrong with me or not. I am able to get out of bed to go to school in the morning but once I get there i normally feel tired and wait for the day to be over, but I still smile sometimes and people can make me laugh . I want a professional to diagnose me though because I don't want to self diagnose and i am able to get up in the mornings and get through my days,I just feel like it's pointless. But I'm not suicidal because I know that it would hurt my sister and my friends a lot if I died and I know suicide only passes the pain onto someone else. Anyway do you think i might have depression or am I just over-reacting, is there a way I could go to a doctor without my parents because I don't want to tell anyone anything until I am certain.
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