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When I was a child my dad and I were best friends we did everything thing together. When I became a teenager I was diagnosed with Depression and was basically a Guinea pig for all these different anti-depressants the doctors poured down my throat and I said and did things I deeply regret to this day and things I had no idea I was even doing. Once told him he was dead to me which I didn't mean and when I got my depression under control and became semi normal again. I went to him and apologized for everything I said and did to hurt and how much I hated myself for it . Now I'm turning 28 this December and my father since teenager years basically has nothing to do with me I never hear from him and when I visit he has nothing to say to me or wants nothing to do with me . He will talk to my sisters and brother in law like it's nothing while I sit and watch it going on. All I want is an actual relationship with my father and not constantly feel like I'm a disappointment or not worthy of his time . I just want to be his son just once I want to hear him say "I'm proud of you. " and not feel like I'm a mistake that should have been aborted.
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