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No one is hiring right now and I can't get a job so I can't afford to leave my house and hang out with anyone. I keep calling the places I've applied for but they always tell me to wait or they no longer need help. I tell my friends they can come over to my house to hang out if they want but it's kinda far away from them and no one wants to or can and things always come up or they hang out at the usual place. I can't afford any gas money to leave my house or I would. I have been depressed for a year now. I'm hardly eating because there's never any food at my house cause my parent's can't really afford any food and I can't ask them for gas money cause they can't afford it either. On top of that I have been really struggling recently with the fact that I was raped multiple times when I was a kid and I can't afford to get help or therapy, I am on a waiting list for free counseling but I don't know when I'll be accepted. She told me it would be awhile before they can tell me anything. I'm all alone every day I mostly sleep and I have no motivation to do anything. My other friends from school are doing things together and I can't join in because I can't leave my house and since everyone is always busy hardly anyone is replying back to my messages which makes me angry and sad and betrayed but at the same time I understand they have a life and they can't always respond back because they're busy. I feel like I'm going crazy cause I'm trapped by my circumstances and I don't have a clue how to stop this madness I'm living in everyday. I don't know what's wrong with me and it's just making me feel worst and worst and worst. Sorry for the long post and help would be greatly appreciated.
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