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It feels like if it's not one thing it's another.
I finally say "hey! I am going to start taking care of me and doing what makes me happy".
Then I became horribly sick for two months straight. I missed my favorite holiday/month because of feeling like crap.
I moved past that. I decided my job is part of the reason I am miserable (a huge part of it). I talk to my husband and tell him I want to go to school and open up my own dog groomer/training business. He supports it.
A week later... my boss retires and is replaced by a jerk. THEN my husband gets hurt on the job. They refuse to give him workmans comp, hes been out of work for two weeks. All of the bills are on me. And there's no sight for him getting better, his back is just getting worse.
so... we went through this a couple of years ago. He was fired from a job and I was the sole provider for a while. All of our savings is gone again. we haven't had sex in two months (and were technically newly weds we were only married a few months ago), and once again i am stuck in a miserable job i hate. And now i get to miss my second favorite holiday....
i understand missing holidays is a stupid part of my depression. I get that its not his fault he us out of work again. I understand not everyone was meant to have kids. I also know that bad stuff happens to everyone.
I am just so angry....sad... depressed... i just want to know if it will ever end 😦
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