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For whatever reason I no longer possess any memory. I can't remember yesterday, the day before that, or even the weeks prior to that. I couldn't even tell you what I did 4-5 hours ago. My life and all my memories have all the sudden slipped away from me. My childhood, teens, all of it is gone. I've also been having problems with identity. I am not the person I see in the mirror, I do not exist. I am whoever occupies my mind at that particular moment. I haven't left my room in almost 2 weeks, and I've been barely eating, showering or brushing my teeth. Not that I don't want to, I just somehow keep forgetting. Lately I've had some strange hallucinations, but I don't want to discuss that here other than the visual static that seems to come out of nowhere. I see bright colors and rainbow colored static everywhere. It's like I have the vision of the terminator or a robot. My surroundings also appear to be shape-shifting bending and distorting, but only when I actually pay attention to my surroundings. Everything also changes it color. My computer screen will sometimes turn red or pink, but I'm pretty sure that's eye fatigue? The walls will sometimes turn a bright blue. Could that also be eye fatigue? I also see bright neon helixes and eyes all over the room, but whenever this happens I'm tired so it could be because of that. I'm not sure what is causing this, but I am certain the government plays a pivotal role. I know for a fact that the government has been trying to turn me into a woman for a very long time. I am not a woman! I am a male, and I've been resisting it but it seems to make the cognitive decay worse.
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