I’ve been struggling with depression sense 7th grade

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I just feel like nobody understands me and i just can’t talk to nobody about it . The reason why it got this bad is because of my family all they do is talk about eachother and it just doesn’t make sense . Most of all i hear it from my mom if it ain’t one thing it’s another sometimes i don’t even be doing nothing and she just feels telling is the thing like i help her with everything me and my sister that’s the hurtful thing and another thing is she’ll choose a man over me . All she says is I’ll be wrong if i send you with your dad tbh i do g even care no more and it used to be so bad is where i never came out my room i tried to slit my wrist and i couldn’t even be around her without getting mad . It’s getting like that again and i don’t even know what to do anymore i just cry cry cry that’s all i can do 

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    Hey, sounds like things are really tough for you. It sounds as though you're struggling with your emotions. Is there no one that you can talk to? Donna xxx

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    Hi Shaunti so sorry you feel this why i feel so close to you right now because i am now 54 and your story hit me hard because that was very near to my life at a few little things my parents stayed together, but please do not try and do anything to harm yourself again it really is not worth i did that 3 times and now i am so glad to be alive, i promise you there is help out there outside of the family , you probably do not think that right now , but believe me what you are going through thousands of others are you are not alone, you have to get help and i tell you you will feel so much better, if you want to talk to me more get in touch, if you want to talk private message me in the private box messages take care , jaybabes
  • Posted

    you seem like a sweet teenager ..

    I read in lilly singh book " how to be a bawse "

    that there is things around us that we can't change like our families but we can change how we deal with things .

    like if your mum said that that she helps you that ain't a bad thing , tbh its her job to help you and your sister even if it seem like you wanna tell her shut up no one want to know that !  you can be like I appreciate that you help me and its so good from you that you help .. EVERYTHING with change 

    Don't be emotional cause she choosed a man over you cause you know what one day you will avoid all the things she hurt you doing with your own child in the future and that's a good thing ..

    try to focus on yourself now more .. be healthy and study hard and work even harder ..

    cause one day you will know that all that feelings and struggles will make you tough and a better person 

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