I've been suffering from a long time what I do?

It was September 9th jus before my birthday when I was eating a hot pocket for dinner. And I waited for my food to cook off then I took small bites and even ate slow, but somehow it went down wrong and got stuck. I didnt worry cause it happened before about 3 yrs ago but with a burrito instead which went away after a month but it scratched my throat. Even those days were a living hell cause they believed that I didn't have anything in my throat and been going back forth to the hospital but they wouldn't let me have a X ray they sent me home with some medicine for pain. So I took the medicine in hope that it would work which it did then this hot pocket situation came last ur on the 9th of September. I thought it was the same like when I got the burrito stuck but it was different. After I told my mom about it getting stuck I laid down on my bed then suddenly my heart started beating fast outta nowhere . I'm not gonna lie that scared me a lil, but I tried to calm myself so it wouldn't happen or make things worse. So then the next morning my mom went to buy me some tomatoes soup so I can at least have some thing to eat since my throat was killing me. When I was drinkin my tomato soup I began to feel my heart race again and pain in my chest and stomach. I stopped drinking it I don't know why that happened but I have drunk it before with no problems. Then it's been 1 month later I began to lose weight I use to weigh about 145 lbs so I was a little chubby but not bad. I ended up having a lot of bloating, stomach pain, headaches, chest pain, burning in chest and throat, tight throat and had food limited cause I had difficulty swallowing it. Then I found remedies that's supposed to loosen the food like swallowing a teaspoon of honey I was fine on the 1st spoon of it. Then I did it again about maybe 8hrs later then that's when I felt shifting but I couldn't breathe too well. My body kept heating up on its own when I'm cold or viscera. I was shivering when my room is warm, my heart raced then slowed to the point it stopped beating a second or two then started back up I felt horrible. None of the symptoms stopped and happened randomly and more frequently. I even had other symptoms like not being able to sleep, vomiting food (liquids since I can't eat solids)and blood, numbness, sharp pains everywhere in body, etc. I went back and forth to av hospital but they gave me a X ray 1 Dr said theres something located about the vocal chords but he gave me meds and discharged me. I took the medicine that were pills I couldn't swallow so I dissolved it with water since the pharmacist said it would be OK. I got no better and I felt worse I been to them so many times to count and lost a great deal of weight and I know they noticed but they refused to help me and they still didn't believe that it could be in my wind pipe. Then later when I was trying for eat it went down wrong and I felt like I had to puke but it was stuck and I could feel my whole stomach and intestines swell with pressure so I tried to avoid having an ambulance bill so I went on the bus to go to hospital. Then my arm and whole body went numb and twisted itself up as I struggled to catch a breathe of air. My felt as it was being crushed

and was rushed to hospital thru ambulance. When I finally puked up white foam and they still didn't bother to help me at the hospital. They prescribed zolphran which I been took but it's not working it made me very sick I told him about earlier. He claimed that it was normal. Then I made an appointment with primary care they sent a referral for a specialist for gi then they sent me home after talking then they put in a referral for upper endoscopy which didn't go thru so they did another but none happened for a month then they tried again.. Then I received 1. I went to the appointment I weighed only 103lbs and I'm 20 years old 5'5 and female. I got my endoscopy done in Feb. Then waited til this month when I got results they didn't know what's wrong with me. I jus know that I have a hiatal hernia n a swollen esophagus. They assumed I have Celiac disease but I don't drink that's possible cuz I don't have all symptoms. Now I gotta wait til next month to talk to clinic to get referral for barium swallow. And now I can't eat my ice cream and yogurt cause it's not goin down right.. And I lost more weight I'm now 101, I'm feeling horrible and very hungry but no one cares to help. I think they don't wanna help me cause of my race. I need help. I've been suffering since September of last ur before my birthday and all I want to do is suicide.

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