I've just had enough
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hello im new here. I don't know if I have depression I'm not diagnosed but I know in the last few weeks my mental health has plummeted.
My mum , my best friend, died with pneumonia in front of me.. I was her carer for ten years she had a degenerative disease. I felt I had let this happen . I spoke to people doctors etc and had felt better. I have a difficult family and I feel since she has died no-one really cares.
I have a good husband and I found out I was pregnant right after my mum passed. I'm 7 months.. I feel like have hit rock bottom. I feel alone, perpetually sad, life is so tough financially and emotionally and I feel ive got to the end of the road. I don't know what to do. I tried counselling via cruz but they said as not suicidal non priority and ok. I'm not ok. I can't afford private psychologist. I will go ahead of course and have baby etc. ppor guy did nothing wrong but I am exhausted and feel life is constant stress and I'm just not able to handle it anymore. I also live in a foreign country and haven't seen my mums grave or dad due to covid since August.. I have been optimistic in past but feel I never get it easy and every single move forward has to be hell on earth.. sorry if this is self indulgent writing. I'm not good at expressing myself. gri
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joshuapryce1987 jay33429
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Do not blame yourself for another persons death. It may or may not have been the persons fault. It certainly wasnt yours. Sadly alot of people are dying from COVID19. its only getting worse. Its because people are breaking the government rules and desire freedom. This is what happens when people break the rules. I follow the governments advice and pray on it.