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I’ve suffered with depression for years now but lately it’s been worse than it’s ever been. I’m 19, I lived with my mom then I met my boyfriend and eventually we moved in together. He treats me like s**t (I think or maybe I just think he does. I always assume the worst) and at first it bothered me but now I just kind of accept it for what it is. I have no option to go home and I have nowhere else to go. I know he loves me but he has issues himself so I don’t know if we’re meant to be together. I’m sensitive and he’s mean and it’s not a good combination. My sister and I had a falling out recently and my mom asked me to leave the house last time I went there and kinda said don’t come back. I have nobody and nothing to look forward to in life. I’m paranoid, I overthink and I’ve really just lost all will I’ve had to live. I wouldn’t hurt myself but I hope everyday some freak accident happens and just ends it all. I cry everyday and I’m miserable. It’s not getting better it just gets worse everyday. I don’t know what to do, therapy doesn’t help and I don’t want to be loaded up on drugs. I just want to die and I don’t know how to get out of this mindset
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