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I think I got the edge of my life. I have been homeless since Christmas time, I lost my job and my University was the only thing that was going ook until I received my last marked coursework which was lower than I was expecting.
I am fighting everyday to change my life but it seems the world is against me. I tried already overdose, strangulation, poisoning and cutting. None of them worked, it seems even at killing myself I am a failure.
Also I have mental health conditions which don't help at all and I see my partner suffering with me every single day. I believe it would be a relief for him if I just die and he find someone better.
I tired of living. Really. And I don't know what to do because I also see how much he cried when I tried to kill myself and both thought it would work out. (I felt really bad for him)
It is indeed a mind blowing.
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