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I wish I hadn't gone back!

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sam18386
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I feel I',be made such a big mistake! After 2 weeks been really I'll I finally dragged myself back to my counsellor, but I some how got the impression she didn't want to know. 1st she was late, when she eventually arrived I was in tears. I have Dyspraxia so boundary changes can really leave me really panicky. Any way we sorted that but I couldn't speak to her instantly and handed her a hand written letter to explain what had gone in since I was last there. She thought I'd written a lot but didn't realise they were diary entries not points to work on that session. The worse problem is a looped nightmare, about miscarriage but when this happens it's terrifying. All of my dreams are about lack of a family which I was denied 3 times, twice by rape and once by ivf. I'm scared she can't cope with this - it's heartbreaking and women will understand this if they've been denied a family. Do I even bother going back to my counsellor. The deeper the counselling goes the more upset I get. Is there light at the end of the tunnel or have I got this wrong? Please help me to decide what to do, not judge me for what I said to my counsellor! I am very fragile at the moment.

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