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I’m pregnant and have been feeling life is just too much and wish I was dead. I know I won’t act on it but over the years of my life I fall into bouts of sadness and I have always been able to pull myself out.
I’m newly married and have a great job and I should be happy. However my partner is ignorant to my feelings
I often wish I didn’t get married and how I could close my eyes and just die
I know it’s not the pregnancy I’m just so sad. I lost my father last year and I’m just not happy
I feel so ungrateful for all the good things in my life as I do have it good
I have a great circle of friends but this constant weight of sadness follows me in a deep dark cloud
I dream of death and wish I just wouldn’t wake up
But now I’m pregnant I feel guilty of how I can be such a horrible person to be feeling like this
My situation is not that bad I just have an unsupportive partner but I always feel so alone
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