i wish i was dead
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sick off life but cant kill myself
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holly_t stephen75477
Posted
stephen please call the samaritans 116 123. It'll be ok, you're not thinking straight it's the depression talking don't let it win
lee12629 stephen75477
Posted
Some one in my family went through a very deep depression this past summer. They were really struggling with it,I am in the U.S. We have help lines here you can call for free if you are in the U.S. Anyway,the person I mentioned,thank goodness called the help line and got help,after working with the right med,sometimes it takes a little time to find the right ones,he is doing much better. Don't give up,there is a good chance with the right treatment etc you could feel much better.
Newkirk13 stephen75477
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much the same here. I'm to tired to continue. but i have 4 children.
I'm tired of having to walk round saying I'm OK and having to smile 24/7.
but i cant rip them apart like that.
jane16431 Newkirk13
Posted
I feel like that sometimes - not all the time. I just want life to stop for awhile, let me catch my breath. The kids are what has kept me upright even when I don't feel it inside. My point is simply that there are many of us in similar situations.
noreen09894 Newkirk13
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I have three kids and life just gets on top of you even to the point where i feel that even the kids wont miss me if im gone they e too busy into their gadgets and tv to even have time to give mum a hug
my husband likes to brush issues under the carpet so he is not supportive at all about my feelings he doesnt see past his own nose
i wish i had the courage to end it all i hate getting up in the mornings feel unloved everyday so what is the point when the people who you want to care about you seem to think ur invisible
Newkirk13 noreen09894
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i wake every morning cursing that i have woken up. that i did not just pass away in my sleep. my daughter went through a year of self hate. when i used to get 3 am phone calls telling she had overdosed and feeling the fear of her dying is enough to make not want to do that to them. its painfully hard when you are so tired but you can't get out of it. when your only real exit is blocked by those you love
linda92220 jane16431
Posted
oh wow someone who feels exactly the same way I do in a similar situation.. eem makes you wonder.
sam18386 stephen75477
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hi Stephen, reach out and ask for help! please ring someone....
stephen75477
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i' cant speak to someone i'm nbot very good talkking on the phone so i'm drinkin every day an hopeing i die one day
sam18386 stephen75477
Posted
what on earth has happened to make you feel so bad? reach out to someone, it sounds like you need to....
lee12629 stephen75477
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Please get some help. If you aren't good at talking and are in the states,go to the emergency at a hospital. Get help,people do care.
stephen75477
Posted
god damn it it did not work i drink load of lager but forgot take the pills sorry no can help me now its good to get this off my chest on here hopefully i do it