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I have never led a happy life. From the time I was a young child I always believed that when things went wrong it was my fault. I can remember calling myself a jinx as young as 4 years old. My life has been completely worthless. I'm always sad and depressed and often thing about ending it all. No one would care if I lived or died. I'm always alone and lonely even though I have a family. It's never felt completely right to me. I wish I could go back in time and try to do things over again.
Why is it that I feel like the most worthless piece of garbage that ever roamed this Earth? I don't know what I did to deserve all this pain and sadness. I guess God needed someone to laugh at so he chose me. I don't expect anyone to read or comment on this but I can only hope. I like awake at night wondering if I should just end it now?? The world would surely be a better place without me 😦
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