I wish I were dead... sometimes dead is better

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I have never led a happy life. From the time I was a young child I always believed that when things went wrong it was my fault. I can remember calling myself a jinx as young as 4 years old. My life has been completely worthless. I'm always sad and depressed and often thing about ending it all. No one would care if I lived or died. I'm always alone and lonely even though I have a family. It's never felt completely right to me. I wish I could go back in time and try to do things over again.

Why is it that I feel like the most worthless piece of garbage that ever roamed this Earth? I don't know what I did to deserve all this pain and sadness. I guess God needed someone to laugh at so he chose me. I don't expect anyone to read or comment on this but I can only hope. I like awake at night wondering if I should just end it now?? The world would surely be a better place without me 😦

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    hi skippy, who on earth told you were worth nothing? you must be worth something to someone, otherwise you wouldn't be here. do you take medication? ring your doctor and ask about your medication i think it's not right for you, if you take anything. if you don't take anything then maybe you should. you mustn't give up, you've written on here so you obviously need support.

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    hey Skippy, i am so sorry to hear this and i can understand what pain are you going through.. i know it is really hard to make through rough times like this .. seems like you are totally surrounded by depression and procrastination.. there is nothing wrong with your life and a single person can bring no change to the world.. the world keeps going in your presence and without your presence..

    what matters is how you conduct your life and how you handle ups and down.. sometimes things and situations just don't work for you but nothing can judge the worth of your life.. you are made to life and everybody has a meaning to come to this world. .just try to figure out the brighter side of your life.. and break the negative thought cycle.. you have a lot of potential and you are much capable to bring any change within you 😃

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    Skippy I understand what you feel sometimes time itself can be daunting, if i may sugest take 5 minuets at a time do something nice then something else for another 5 minutes untll you can tackle an hour.

    You are worth more than you realise, I joined this website so I could reply

    please dont give up

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