idek what to say anymore

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went to the er bc i randomly felt extreme nausea extreme exhaustion weakness shakiness i found out i had a low grade fever my mucles feel weka i feel very faint all tests are cleared. i feel so bad and having anxiety doesnt make it any better .. i want to kill myself

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    I totally sympathise with your despair. This illness is so misunderstood and has so many random symptoms that those who don't suffer like us just fail to understand. Please know you are not alone. There are so many others out there that know exactly how you feel. It can be so depressing trying to cope with it all but please try to speak to someone who understands. Rest, take care of yourself as best you can and please try to hold on. Tomorrow you may feel better.

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    i went to the er and they said nothing wrong i dusgnosed myself and got the ebv test and it eas positive .

    like yourself ive been very very low .

    you need to ask for an ebv and mono test once you know you can start the recovery which is daunting but with rest and the right immune boosting supplements you can get through this .

    im at month 9 and its been HELL! if i was diahnosed earlier may have been fully recovered by now !

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      its a virus thst 94% of the population has but remains dormant in most people . trauma or stress can bring it on or in my case i was overworking out . ive had it twice once 11 years ago after a bad accident and now 9 months this time with mono which makes you very tired and the ebv is more of a mental thing .

      you need plenty of rest with this thing .

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    please dont Ever feel like that. You need to know that we are all feeling the same and have pretty much had to fight to prove this illness.

    ive had on and off relapses for over 20 years since glandlafever. It wasnt until last year when i took out all options to know there was something more serious going on.

    Its been 8 months & i still have to tell my loved ones that there are things i struggle with.

    i would recommend making your illness your own. Find things that ease your symptoms, use forums and groups like this to remain positive and informative not negative. But most of all on good days make it funny so its over your head, it helps with the bad days and keeps you sane not depressed.

    Dont let this get you down but know we are all feeling similar feelings, even if our symptoms aren't all the same.

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