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This is my first post and not sure where to start. I guess from the beginning. In 2010 I was an athletic gym nut. Trying to be in the shape of my life. 32yrs old Weighed in at 168 and was truly cut for my 5'11" height. After doing some much needed repairs in the bathrooms and refeburshing it I became ill. Dropped from 168 to 148 that month. I had told the docs numerous times. I told them that I though the mold had made me sick. I felt pretty ill shortly after the remodel and ended up in the hospital with acute pancreatitis. At that time in my life I still drank but was not an abuisve alcoholic. However I drank a lot in my 20s. Soon the visits to the hospital became consistent. And nightly stays where common. I would have a few years of feeling better and only having a couple attacks. But within those times the pancreas became more scared and soon was diagnosed with cp. as well my autoimmune test came back a false positive and chrons came back 4 of 5 positive. So now today 39 turning 40 just taking enzymes I have finally reached a point of losslessness and helplessness. My depression has only become worse and my pancreas has become unbearable. So I'm loss. I see the doc next week. For my 4 month follow up. I'm down to 147lbs and my stool movements have not been stools. I have had to clean the toilet the last 3 days due to my stomach digesting. Guess I just blabbing on. Thank you for reading this. I'm out of options it feels.
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