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If I want to die, why cant I?

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greydawg1977
greydawg1977

I recently turned 50. I just don't want live anymore. I've done all the stupid things I could do and I don't want to do them anymore. I was not able to fulfill my destiny because of bad habits. I've had a sex addiction since I was teen-ager. When I was six years old, an older boy tried to rape me but I believe that rape attempt awakened in me sexual desires that I didn't know how to handle so 44 years later, Ive had all the sex I wanted. I've even started experimenting with homosexuality. I don't want to continue this. I just want to die. Everybody in my life will be taken care of. There's no need for me to be here. My son's mother told me yesterday in anger that I should just kill myself. What she dont know is that I have been contemplating that for weeks now. It's my life and I should be able to ended if I want!!!

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    elizabeth_28692 greydawg1977

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    Go and talk to someone ther is help out there. .Dont suffer alone .

    a problem shared is a problem halved x

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