Im new and got anxiety
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Hi Just joined today hoping for a bit of support, I have had depression for years and its been manageable had up and downs but mananged to hold down a job and pay the bills.
Then Bang I start getting these attacks which cripple me, I cant get out of bed most days been off work since December, the symptoms are so real I have been to A and E twice in the last month thinking I am taking a heart attack or a stroke, I feel so stupid when they say its all in my head but its all very real to me.
I live alone I dont lock the door at night incase I take a turn and no one can get in, I cant leave the house, if I have a doctors appointment I get a taxi there and back.(which I cant really afford0
I have to try and get back to work or I will lose my flat SSP does not go far.
Doctor is not much good I still take my anti depressant but for the anxiety Ive been out on a 3 month plus waiting list for a therapist.
I'm at the end of my tether.
Work think Im pulling a fast one, they are basically saying pull yourself together.!!! Does anyone understand????
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jmcg2014 lynne82155
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lynne82155 jmcg2014
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sabrina13182 lynne82155
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I know exactly what you're going through. I too have suffered from depression for years in and off and then last November out of the blue I had my first panic attack which resulted in me being taken to A&E - I've never experienced anything like it - I thought I was having a stroke. It lasted for about 4 hours and left me exhausted. Since then I've been a mess. I've been giving propanalol which help but give me terrible headaches. I'm waiting for my hospital appointment not sure what they're going to do to help but will try anything. I'm trying to be positive and take little steps each day so that I can at least achieve something. Anxiety is a real illness and needs to be recognised by employers - it's just a shame that some employers are not sympathetic to mental illnesses - they need educating. Stay strong be kind to yourself don't beat yourself up. Take each day as it comes. I read that you can get better and that's what I hold on to.
lynne82155 sabrina13182
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Twpy73622 lynne82155
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I've felt similar for a long time. My GP reccomended a 3 x 1hr course that focuses your mind. Theres no talking except my the instructor. Its helps you to fucus your mind with some very simple exercises. These are not physical excercised, they are all done in the mind, so it doesnt matter wherea you are. I do mine on the bus, in work, walking... it really does helo. Its called Mindfullness. Ask your GP.
take kare your stronger than you think. X
michaelall35712 lynne82155
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gill16647 lynne82155
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