imy mom :(

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so yesterday i managed to leave the house with my bf to go hang out with our friends despite how anxious and loopy i felt. i had fun even tho i felt spaced out the whole time. on the way home i cried because of how badly i miss my mom whom died 3 years ago sad is it normal to not feel like yourself or feel like your really there anxious all the time when your depressed? this is my first time being depressed. plus my memory sucks i cant remember what i was gonna do a second ago. i started sertraline 17 days ago i hope it starts working soon ;/

i hate feeling not like myself

cant think straight

have butterflies in my stomach

when i take a nap and wake up i feel more spacey 😭😭

i hate derealization i cant be alone in the shower because i start panicking sad

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  • Posted

    It's all completely normal for what you're going through. I'm sorry for your loss and just try to take it easy and hopefully the medication will start working within a week or so.. God bless ♡
    • Posted

      thank you so much 💜 i miss her so much ;(
    • Posted

      Of course ♡ anytime. She's watching over you and protecting you.
    • Posted

      thank you smile i truly believe that

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