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I have been depressed for over a year now. I am 19 years old and am at my wits' end. i do not know if this makes sense, but it is as if my mind were completely blank and did not enable me to think properly. when i am around people I have nothing to say, while I used to be such a convivial person. my friends have started despising me because they think I communicate such bad vibes and this is really painful to accept, because there is nothing I can do. I used to have a sense of humour, and now I can't bring myself to laugh, ever. I have been on several medications for around a year and a half, to no avail. I have tried psycotherapy twice and am now starting again but tbh I do not believe in it and cannot come to understand how speaking to someone could help me. I spend my day sleeping and find it hard to concentrate when I'm at uni or trying to study. even filling my time with leisurely activities does not make me happy, everything at this point seems completely pointless. Is there anyone who has been in my shoes before and could help me figure out what is going on in my life? thank you in advance.
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