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yesterday I went to the specialist endocinologist/gynecologist who told me i most likely have PMDD with peri, which will only get worse as i age. WTH!!!
I have constant headaches, feel totally unstable ( like really, not a little but a lot), sore hips, unusual body temp ( mainly colder than everyone else), constantly feeling like im not really here, kind of like the edges are blurred, and blurry vision ( but that may be because i spend hrs researching as im not working and feel so crap), super overwhelmed, dark turbid thoughts, crying all the time, i stopped reading books, watching anything as i didn't want to upset myself at all.....i can barely function. i didnt sleep at all for several nights so they gave me sleeping pills which I've been using for 6 weeks ( I know no good but it was that or....), i have signed into a private facility as i feared me life but they gave me horrid drugs. signed out quickly....
I actually do feel like I'm losing my mind, no joke.
Can anyone relate???
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