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Does anyone that hates drinking and really doesn’t enjoy it but still drink? Yep I am an alcoholic-well so my doc says- been on Librium twice- I spend the weekend with my other half and don’t drink as I promised I wouldn’t again …but can go at least 3 days without so luckily I am not physically addicted….. but when I am home alone I drink, not like I used to which was 3or4 bottles of vino a night when my mum passed away.. but now 1 or two bottles . BUT I don’t enjoy it - I feel guilty, unwell and ashamed and drink alone and hate really HATE what it makes me feel.... Is anyone else like me – I can not understand why I feel the urge to drink something that makes me feel so upset and ill when not physically addicted??? Sara xxxxxxxxxx
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