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I'm thinking I should see a neuorologist and I don't know if there is any certain type, or will just any type do? I can't take this anymore. Last night was so bad, I don't know if it was just my anxiety but it was awful. All night I had this falling backwards feeling and the anxiety just heightened to the point when I went to bed I had adrenaline rushes in waves and any sound or movement would startle my system, I had to finally take a xanax to get to sleep. Today its all residual, especially the fear it happening again. I have spent the past few days trying not to let the anxiety get to me and I thought i was doing okay, but apparently I'm not. Everything about this disorder scares me, I can't even eat anything because i'm afraid it will cause some reaction. I'm tired of sitting here and feeling this constant moving thru my body and worrying about what this really is. I guess I just don't understand how MAV can cause all these different sensations and anxiety. It makes no sense to me, I am so sure its something much worse and they are just missing it. I don't know how to help myself anymore. All I do is cry and pray this goes away, but it never does, I should be thankful for the few days I feel ok but I can barely remember them when these bad days happen. I wish I could believe it when they say its MAV, but I don't.
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