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I suffer deeply from anxiety, depression, ptsd, was diagnosed with odd as a child i also have bad adhd and many more problems along with extenssive past trauma I cannot get over. When I was 16 I spent 14 months living in a residential treatment facility, I have had many counselors and hospital visits I could literally write a novel and I'm only 19 but no one will tell me whats wrong or can help. Presently I am living with my boyfriend, he is the only person I talk to other than small talk at my part time job, I suffer so much on a daily basis I get flashbacks, I feel really guilty all the time, I feel like I'm so annoying and discusting and ugly and no one wants to be around me, I can't make any friends because I don't trust anyone and it takes me an extremely long time to warm up to people so everyone thinks I'm just being a bitch, I honestly cannot function properly I have to motivate myself to get up to do anything. My boyfriend always wants to go out but I never leave the house unless I'm going to work I don't like being around people who I have to act fake and happy around but in turn I'm just ruining my realationship and I don't know what to do anymore.
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