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Hello, Friends. I am 25y old male. I have ALMOST no emotions, nor good or bad for quite a long time. Feeling tired and get exhausted after anything(and I mean anything), even talking, reading or writing(but still working easy job, where no need to think much:D). But the worst is that I feel like my all thinking, memory, learning and similar abilities are now way below average. Also I feel like I can't care about anything. Would feel the same if I win in lottery 1 million or if doctor would say "We need to cut your leg off". I could say more symptoms, but these are the main and never goes away. I can read no more than 10 minutes without break, but little by little I did read a lot about all kind of conditions which could cause that. My best bets would be major depressive disorder or burnout, but the one which doesn't recover even after 4 months of quiting job and doing nothing just relaxing.
So my main question is could it be depression, even I have red many stories, that those who experience depression all has overflow of emotions and they would decribe that as the worst symptom? Or could it be from the long term anxiety? I always had fear feelings since childhood every day. Maybe my mind just gave up feeling fear all the time and shut down? Any answers I would appreciate. Sorry, for bad verbal. Hard to think and not the first language. Thank you!
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