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so for a couple of weeks i felt normal i found out i was pregnant ... me and my husband have been trying for a year and iv had 8 miscarrages ... iv had tests and everything was fine so we kept trying and everything was going good untill i got to 12 weeks i spent christmas day and boxng day and the day after that going back and forth to the hospital ... they scanned me and there was no heart beat .. :'( our baby was dead and it was like that for 5 weeks we didnt know now i feel im going down hill again im scared i dont want to be like this anymore i dont want to talk to my family about it because im done with crying iv cryed so much this christmas i had to tell my family im pregnant but its dead our baby we had waited so long for 9 miscarrages .... how do i come back from this how do i pick my self up i have two children that need me i have a husband and an amazing family yet i feel like im missing something i loved our unborn baby and now its gone !!!!!!!!!
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