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Well today is my Birthday and I'm now 51, it should be a happy day for me but considering the hormone / mood rollercoaster ride from hell I fell that I'm on at the moment all I want to do is cry for no apparent reason...There are a few other things going on in my life at the moment and I guess with the perimenopause on top of everything else I can see the cracks of depression starting to appear...and I've been on the depression trail once before, not a nice place to be to say the least. Maybe I need a hobby or better yet a job, something to keep my mind active and not focussing on the negative stuff that's going on but sometimes just beng positive just doesn't cut it... I just feel kind of empty & lost like I'm in limbo and I don't know if this feeling is going to go away or it's just the way it's going to be...gotta love perimenopause...NOT! does any of this make sense? Rant over.
Take care everyone.
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