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so im here getting over some long head and chest cold. Was on antibiotics and whatever. So two solid days ago a high pitched sound appears. I have had other form of tinnitus before always ,masked it, but this is very high. I also have eye issues optic nerve pallor and they are watching my inner angles deleteing many meds i can even use many medications which sucks. Thats the back ground.
So with all that how is one not suppose to not get anxiety or think bad things? I havent gone back to the doctor i was there three days ago for a chest xray and such for ending of whatever respiratory thing i had.he never checked my ears either. Last thing i needed was a high pitch ring. Anyway...here the issue the things i have science doesnt cure, not to say miracles cant occur oe self healing can occur just science cant cure. So im getting anxiety. Im keeping to myself. No one wants to hear it anyway and doubt anyone cares. I obviously have had anxiety before. The eye thing had re- enetered me into this anxiety mess three years ago. Heres what bugs me...you leave a person with ailments and no cure then dumbfounded they become anxious and i cant use meds..how is this a surprise? I get so angry that all these or society talks about how to help people if they feel hopeless and that they shouldnt but really if you leave a person with issues what does this world expect? Its garbage to rant the importance of life whilst the quality is compromised. Im holding on and i will hold on im not suicidal, i just saying this society we live in makes no sense. Insurance companies in usa really discourage people from going to the doctor as they limit so much and it costs a ton. In canada and uk you end up on long waiting lists? So wouldnt it make sense to allow people to get to specialists and doctors easier and not limit them? Wouldnt that help? I am feeling stressed and helpless and i will try hypnosis and mindful exercises to somehow find peace..i know what to do but this is all very hypocritical and unfair and this world does not appear to be kind to each other but rather a buisness and that is disgusting. All the progress made seems to be for a buck. A stupid buck when all of it was invented to help,people.
i need that high pitched sound to calm down. I cant get back to the doctor again. Google has been useless so ive looking on pinterest. Is this going to calm down? All i want is hope. I am set to go on holiday shortly this is so unfair already..i was really figuring how to self calm and everything and now this.
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