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Just feel numb, scared and frightened!

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sam18386
sam18386

Hi people, I don't understand why I feel so crxx, I got back off holiday yesterday (which was lovely and what I needed) but got back to rubbish off our housing association. We saw the neighbour who'd been looking after our cat to find out she's moving. She already has her 2 year old little boy, I have none, because I was stupid enough to be raped twice then take the morning after pill. I feel so sad, numb hurt and I can see the flashbacks coming back 10 fold. Do I tell my counsellor how crxx this has made me feel? I don't see this as a joke. This child thing is ripping my heart out so much I could cry! Please make me feel better, I have wanted to jump before I would prefer to be dead some days, rather than cope with this any longer. I feel broken, everywhere I turn my memories worsen.

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