Just found out I have herpes, feeling depressed
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I was just informed by my doctor I have herpes. I'm still waiting for the test results but if the doc just takes one look and says you have herpes then...yeah I probably have it. I thought it was just a mild rash at first but I guess my pain tolerance is pretty high. I mustce had it for a while and not shown any symptoms because i havent had sex in a while. The doctor was pretty condescending about the whole thing too like a "well another one bites the dust" tone. So I was just condescending back to her. I'm not one to get emotional. I was just like "okay so what's the plan now? what are the next steps?" But when i got home i just cried for hours. I told this guy I'm talking to the same exact day since its moving toward a replationship. I wasn't going to at first but it just kinda came out while we were on the phone. He said he was fine with it and wanted to help me through whatever I needed which is very sweet, but I feel like it's a pitty thing! Like well now I HAVE to stay with her. And I don't know if I'm staying with him now because I really see myself with him or because in the back of my mind I'm thinking no one else will ever want me? And I feel different like I'm not as cute or cool or dateable.
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Its not as bad as it seems! People make it seem much worse than what it really is. As far as your relationship situation goes i wish i could help you with that. All i can say is maybe your mind right now isnt in the right place becaus of all these emotions your feeling having just found out you have herpes. Right now you should focus though on takeling care of yourself and your outbreak. If he really cares hell stay
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