Just little song/poem

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Hardest thing I have to deal with is my mind 

Time after time, day after day I hope and I pray...I'll be fine. 

Biggest worry in my life is me, you just don't see, I'm never free...I'm locked in my head without a key 

The only place I feel safe is my bed 

I wish instead...i could leave these four walls without the dread 

People tell me I'll get through, give advice of what to do, people tell me not to cry, that I'll get by...they don't understand how much I try. 

Everyday I do it again and again, it's like Groundhog Day, everything's the same...

Just hoping one day it'll all go away 

But until that day....

I'll keep pushing on, trying to cope, trying to be strong, and keep writing my song, for however long...until the brighter days come along x

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    I feel for you cause same things going on with me.i had a interview today but i was so scared how i am gonna deal them.i didn't go for it just sent an email i.can't come.whenever any interview comes i do that same .i have no control on my mind.people always says that i am making jusy excuses but deep inside me i need help.i got panic attacks with just thinking of interview.that's why i am jobless for two years.dont know how these gonna end or may be it'll over when i will dead

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    Nice songsmile 
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    Hello donsons so sorry that you are in so much pain. Have you called a counselor..a GP..or a psychiatrist? You cannot think yourself well. You need counseling and antidepressants. Please do that and keep us posted will you do that?? Diane
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      I've had counselling, I have a physiatrist and mental health team, I've had lots of therapy and awaiting a new course. 

      I'm on meds it's just nothing seems to help, I mean I've learned a lot through therapy how to cope better and things but right now I'm struggling a lot to do anything to help myself feel like I'm just stuck x

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