Just so unbelievably lonely! :(
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I'm sure everyone here can empathise with how lonely depression can be whether you have people around you or not.
I have absolutely nothing at the moment. I don't speak with family and have one friend. I cut myself off from everyone when my depression got bad so, it is my own fault that it's ended up this way.
I can't even leave my room, my bed...let alone my house at the minute!
I just want someone to give me a big hug and tell me everything will be ok but, there's nobody there to do that and I can't say I feel connected to even myself.
All I do is sit in bed and doze, dreaming most of the time. Usually about falling from great heights and a multitude of bad situations but, even that is better than this non existence I am stuck in!
Sorry to ramble on, I start counselling on Monday so...maybe things will change soon. Maybe.
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lisalisa67 fee25
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I would so love a dog to give all my love to but, unfortunately I am not allowed pets in my flat I do spend time with pets as much as I can as they make me feel more present. Would love to get a pup again one day!
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I have suffered off and on with depression my whole life, and also anxiety. Given my age, that is a very long time...lol....I have good days and bad ones still, but the bad days make me appreciate the good ones even better. Get out, no matter how hard it might be, and get in some sunshine. Take a little walk if it isn't dangerous in your neighborhood....I have a treadmill, and I have to force myself to get on it for 15 min. a day, but I do it, and I feel better...Tell that old depression that you are mad as hell and you aren't going to take it any more. I believe you will start feeling better, along with meds, exercise, sleep, and love....Here's wishing you good health for the years to come....HUGS....xxxx
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Yes, I've been seeing my GP for about 3 or 4 months now, I'm on 120mg Propanolol and 100mg of Sertraline at the moment.
I'm going to go out tomorrow with a friend, just to town but, anything to get me out of the house...out of my bed...will be amazing! I feel very much like I am throwing my life away at the moment which is frustrating.
You have a good, positive insight. It's a tough journey but, I do want to get through it and be like my old, happy self again someday!
Thanks again Carole! xxx
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1. Drink plenty of water
2. Have Healthy Diet
3. Consider tai chi, meditation and other relaxation methods.
4. Folic acid supplements
5. Mind body technique like yoga, accupuncture
lisalisa67 fee25
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I had my counselling today and it did indeed go well, was very scary but I made it through! Definitely, I really hope I can get a place that allows pets one day soon, I've had dogs most of my life and I love them more than anything.
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Aw, I'm really glad to hear that you are volunteering, it's a really good reason to get out of the house and give the day purpose, I used to volunteer as much as I could in my University days and I always thoroughly enjoyed it.
I've had my first counselling session yesterdat, so that's a big load off my mind! And I've managed to get out of the house for the last three days which is a very big thing for me! Thank you again for your kind words and support xxxx
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