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I'm sure everyone here can empathise with how lonely depression can be whether you have people around you or not.
I have absolutely nothing at the moment. I don't speak with family and have one friend. I cut myself off from everyone when my depression got bad so, it is my own fault that it's ended up this way.
I can't even leave my room, my bed...let alone my house at the minute!
I just want someone to give me a big hug and tell me everything will be ok but, there's nobody there to do that and I can't say I feel connected to even myself.
All I do is sit in bed and doze, dreaming most of the time. Usually about falling from great heights and a multitude of bad situations but, even that is better than this non existence I am stuck in!
Sorry to ramble on, I start counselling on Monday so...maybe things will change soon. Maybe.
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