Just started sertraline
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Hi all,
i went to the doctor yesterday as i had been seriously thinking about suicide. I posted on here yesterday with how i was feeling. Anyways i wrote everything down how i felt and other symptoms ive had and the doctor gave me sertraline because he said i was depressed, i am supposed to take one 50mg tablet a day, and im to slowly come off of my propranolol.
I took the first one at about eight last night,
after i couple of hours i started to feel quite sick, i dont know what im expecting i know it wont work for a week or so but i just want some releif to make me feel human again i need a break. It has made my sleep worse, everytime i fall asleep i will wake up about fifteen minutes later even more depressed and panicked, i have been awake since three this morning and i can barely get the courage to leave my bed even though i desperatly want to be back at work and enjoying life. My gut is making some god awful noises and sensations, it feels like hunger, like im starving but if i even think about food i freak out. And seeing as ive only taken one pill its not even had time to have worse side effects im so frightened of this, lots of people say they have had way worse depression and panic attacks from this.. I just want it to vanish. I just dont know what to do.
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Kazzy95 vicky84445
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Also, you can split the tablet in half, and take 25mg, I've heard that really helps lessen the side effects, hopefully to a point that you find bearable so you can get back on the saddle
Stay positive, please tell me how it's going after tomorrow. x
Weeasy vicky84445
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One thing I am still struggling with is going out in public. I'm finding I can't be in busy or enclosed places but hopefully as the sertraline kicks in this will improve. Yes, the initial side effects are horrendous and you feel like giving up- trust me I was there last week, but whatever you do, DON'T give it up. It gets worse before it gets better. My dad and best friend are also on sertraline and they say exactly the same thing. Just remember we are all here for you- this is such a useful forum. If you can face it, try to go for a little walk. Even if its just to the end of your road. I sometimes can't face it so I just read a book in the garden just for some fresh air. It does help. xx
PharmaSara vicky84445
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just a few thoughts from a pharmacist (& with experience of taking a similar antidepressant)....
take it in the morning with breakfast
you will feel worse before you feel better
expect some side effects to start with, but they will go
stomach side effects are very common (nausea, diarrhoea)
remember feeling sick is a sign of anxiety and depression anyway
it will be worth sticking with it!
some ppl see improvement in two weeks.
if no improvement in 4 wk, see doctor
your doctor should be checking on your response to sertraline every 2 weeks for the first three months anyway, so opportunity to talk to him/her about side effects then.
you can indeed start on 25mg daily then increase to 50mg in say 7 days
why stopping propranolol just out of interest?
Hope this helps, hope you get on ok. You can always pop in and ask a pharmacist at any time if you have any query on your medicines.
vicky84445 PharmaSara
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I felt Ok yesterday ive i got out the house and went for a walk but i came back from the doctors and popped in to see my friend i was only there ten minutes when all of a sudden a rush came over me and i just had to go at that second. I think it was just my panic but it felt totally different ive never had to do that before i can normally sit through my anxieties. So I've stepped right back again....
Weeasy vicky84445
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vicky84445 Weeasy
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PharmaSara vicky84445
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vicky84445 PharmaSara
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I used to be rather talented at art but since leaving school i dont seem to do it anymore...everytime i pick up a pencil my hand shakes because i worry if im still any good or not. I'm really hoping that everything will work out...its like theres two people living inside me. Theres my rational side the real me that i want back....just swamped compelling by this big black pit of bad emotions and no hope.
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Digsby PharmaSara
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I think Sarah's suggestion of the CBT is definitely worth pursuing. CBT has helped my suicidal depression in the past and currently, I am having group mindfulness therapy sessions. Have a look online and you should find some helpful information. It has helped me to take back some control over my emotions. The negative thoughts you have are very powerful but they do not represent what your future holds or the direction your life must take. You still have the power to move forward and regain your life. You just need to take it slowly and not get frustrated with yourself (or anyone else) when you feel overwhelmed. Please think about exploring your artistic gift again. It should empower and inspire you, as long as you don't weigh yourself down with expectations. I used to enjoy creative writing (e.g. poetry) but I've had writer's block for many years, thinking that I'm not good enough to write the way I used to. I'm trying to persuade myself that I am still me and my creativity may have changed but it is still there. If you promise to try, then I will too ;-)
Take care & let us know how you are getting on.
Big hug. Digsby xx
SevereOne vicky84445
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vicky84445 SevereOne
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I would definatly recommend trying the sertraline, it is difficult at first but after the first couple of weeks it does get easier. After the first tablet i started splitting it to 25mg for a few days and i was a little better. I have now been taking 50mg a day for about 10 months and i have had no problems with my anxiety or depression, i had a little setback around august but it only lasted a day or two but i was still able to go to work and carry on. some people dont have side effects for very long only a few days so i would say it is well worth it for the relief i have had. Just take it easy, oh yeah i found that flat ginger beer certainly helped for the upset stomach.
SevereOne vicky84445
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mich49 SevereOne
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