Just trying to keep living.
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Okay so, I've been on my medication now for 6 weeks and I am fully aware the antidepressants are gonna take 2-4 weeks longer to fully be effective. But every damn day now I keep feeling like such a big disappointment to my parents because I never wanna do anything because of my low energy and lack of motivation. I cant help how I'm feeling right now and they keep thinking I'm using this as an excuse to not do things. Yeah sure, an excuse, well maybe if I killed myself then it wouldn't be a god damn excuse anymore.
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Adldiane ShadowClaw
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Hello Shadowclaw. You are doing fine by not doing things that you just don't feel like it won't always be this way. Your parents are probably trying to help you by getting you out of the house. But right now you are still trying to adjust to the meds and get the depression under control. You are doing great! Good on you for going to the doctor and helping yourself. Diane b
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Adldiane ShadowClaw
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Hi Shadow your parents are like lots of other people they just don't understand depression and the side effects of the meds. I am sure that they love you and would do anything in the world for you.
But I know you need their support and it hurts to be in the same house and be hurting and not get their arms around you and just hold you and say things will get better. They would Shadow if they knew what they were doing! We will do that for you here and thanks for giving us that chance. Diane
ShadowClaw Adldiane
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You're welcome, I just want so badly for all of this inner pain and suffering to go away though.....
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