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Anyone else in my position I'm sure would be really happy right now. But instead I just feel filled with pure frustration!!!
I had an echocardiogram on Tuesday the result was normal and I even managed the exercise without any pains!!! This is what frustrates me. As for nearly a year now I have not been unable to walk 4 steps sometimes let alone exercise. Standing, cooking the smallest of tasks set me off. For months I felt my life had changed beyond recognition. And my symptoms scared the living daylights out of me.
About two weeks ago I was put on a medication that lowered my blood pressure more, but didn't agree with me otherwise. So since then, even though I had to revert back to my old medication, I have started to feel so much like my old self. I have had little to no chest pains and feel a lot better.
But I just feel like someone is messing with my Mind! As soon as I have to have a test I start to feel a little better. This does coincide with medication changes admittedly. But it just makes me feel like professionals won't believe me, or my family. I'm just so upset!!!
I'm really sorry if I offend someone who is constantly battling. I don't mean to be ungrateful for feeling better. I'm just so confused by how my body responds. I would really like to understand this. I may apparently have microvascular, or just bp problems that cause chest pains.
But I feel sad that until 2 weeks ago I felt debilitated. Lost my job in the process, and now im ok. No explanation!!
Like I say, I'm just venting no need to reply x
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